One Dead Dusk
That was a beautiful evening
I could share my happiness with all,
Things seemed to be prettier
that moment when I halt…
A wave of thrills crisped me inside…
my soul lightened with craze!
Didn’t think I was going to learn of
The life of a bird in a cage…
My heart was brimming with fear of darkness
When I got things torn apart
But something came back again
there, maybe just to explore the dark.
My mind was filled with chunks
insecurities and disquiets,
though I made decisions to reach out and seek
the grinning truthfulness under the hides.
Imagination was the only assurance
at that moment,
and all that I had;
Still I was hoping for some better conclusions
and some reasons to be glad.
Finally, I stepped out
with fears and flame,
ready to encounter
whatever the future held in my name…
I got pulled into another world.
restraining, later then I realized…
It’s not even the territory I was scared of
but the staircase to my soul’s demise.
I saw the dark shadows
and unkind heathen trails,
my soul started running away from the moment
as my body couldn’t escape.
I stopped, I took a moment, I realized,
that I’ll never stop running from those shadows.
Nobody can see as they crawl under my skin;
The lonely soul, the hurling fear and my pure demise!
This poem is about the night I was groped and molested by a few drunk people where I was expecting nothing to harm me. I asked for help and there were other people around but nobody came up. I fought with all my strength and I managed to slip out because they were drunk otherwise my heart is scared to imagine what could have happened!